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19 November 2009 i'm alive and kicking. the only thing that is dead is the net at home. :( 02 November 2009  the only think i can think about right now is leaving.i can't imagine myself leaving my family and friends right here in singapore while i go somewhere foreign. it'll be scary, no doubt, and it's also going to be pretty amazing. being someone whose really into cultures, i should really appreciate going to somewhere foreign. but the thought of leaving them, just scares the shit outta me. i know i'll get through it eventually but i think if i left, it'll be better for me. that's for sure. don't worry guys, i'm not leaving. just speaking my mind a little too loudly. HAHA. 01 November 2009 I need to be back in school. Pronto. 30 October 2009 no matter how rocky the path is for you, you've got to work hard to get through it. without any effort, you wouldn't get anything in return. but when you finally fall on that rocky path, bring yourself up no matter how difficult it is. it is easier said than done. how i wish i was invincible right now and the only thing i want to do is to sleep until someone else realises that i've been sleeping for way too long. i don't want to seek attention but a second of attention given to me would be nice, wouldn't it? 29 October 2009 after 2 long years, i am finally gonna head back to the place where i only leave precious memories behind. i'll finally head back to malacca for the raya festivities coming november. i'm pretty excited as it has been awhile and i bet raya-ing there is gonna be awesome. i'm gonna drag my cousin and uncle to get firecrackers and whatever pyro that can be found at that illegal pyrotechnic store. haha. we shall light up the whole kampung with pyro and get crazy until the next morning. but then again, this year, we'll be taking the coach there. i want to follow the rest of the family and take the coach, but dad decided to rent out a car. i can't complain, so what the heck. on the car, i shall be. :( sadded much. but to me, all that is gonna matter, is that the family is finally back together and to the place where everyone's just carefree and have nothing to worry about. god, i love that place. i just can't wait. and i wanna know my exam schedule now. i need to book tickets for Phuket. heh. :) 25 October 2009 this weekend is all about realisation. i thought everything through today random, and i have come to a conclusion. most of my friend's boyfriends' will never approach me if and when they need to talk about their relationships or something along that line. one reason is that, i am so protective of my friends' that i may end up snapping at them instead. therefore, it makes me look and sound like their over-protective father. because of the principles i have in life, i am even strict with my friends. in any case if you need confirmation, you can ask my friends. after this post, it is bound to get them thinking and i am sure they will agree wholeheartedly regarding this matter. i don't necessarily like this father-figure thingy. makes me feel older than i actually am. and i have been thinking alot this past few hours. i want to get married and then leave with my wife and family to a foreign country. why? cause i don't want my kids to be brainwashed by my friends, telling them stories about how i was so old when i was only 20. i want to save all that embarrasment. HAHAHA. :) 24 October 2009 i don't know what to feel. i have got a lot of emotions to express, it's just that i don't know how to put them in words. i'm not sad, just a little bit emotional. and people, don't get too worked up, it's nothing. trust me. |
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